It's just part of how things are, for units like me. I can't say I don't feel anything about it, but...dying isn't the same as losing someone else, and I'd argue that's worse.

[Far, far worse. He's lived the results of failing to protect someone before, and he hopes never to do so again.

His collection of deaths was painful, but pales in comparison to losing others]

But this isn't much of a conversation topic, huh?