Entry tags:
- * dreamy,
- * npc: agent young,
- * npc: commander grothia,
- * npc: sergeant chiron,
- * setting: base,
- achilles [fate],
- akira kurusu [persona],
- arthur [inception],
- ashitaka [princess mononoke],
- daenerys targaryen [asoiaf],
- hei [darker than black],
- henry cooldown [no more heroes],
- keyleth [dungeons & dragons],
- kylar stern [the night angel trilogy],
- mordred [fate],
- noctis lucis caelum [final fantasy],
- ryuji sakamoto [persona],
- siegfried [fate],
- soldier 76 [overwatch],
- travis touchdown [no more heroes],
- yoshitsugu otani [samurai warriors]
all this energy calling me
WHO? Everybody!
WHAT? Welcome home, nerds.
WHEN? Outside time and space, in the aether between dimensions.
ANYTHING ELSE? Violence, as always. Please warn in subject lines for anything beyond physical violence, and move to a personal journal if things go beyond PG-13.
WHAT? Welcome home, nerds.
WHEN? Outside time and space, in the aether between dimensions.
ANYTHING ELSE? Violence, as always. Please warn in subject lines for anything beyond physical violence, and move to a personal journal if things go beyond PG-13.
TOUCH BASE;
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COST re-appropriated vehicle 854A-5.2
COST re-appropriated vehicle 854A-5.2
read the base setting infopage
DEPARTING FRANCE
The order comes out the second day after the Tuileries is sacked:
PACK UP, GET READY TO MOVE OUT. WE'VE DONE ALL WE CAN HERE.
DEPLOYMENT: BASE. WE NEED TO RESTOCK. BE PREPARED FOR MORE TRANSFERS ON ARRIVAL.
STAY SAFE. TIME-STEP EXPECTED TO BEGIN WITHIN THE HOUR. FOR THOSE OF YOU NEW TO COST: FIND A SECLUDED SPOT, AND TRY NOT TO EAT ANYTHING BEFORE THE JUMP.
The Time-Step
The transfer begins, and it starts like a vibrating heat on the collar bone, not painful, not to start with. Just a hum of sensation. But the vibration spreads. Veteran COST soldiers often refer to this phenomena as 'the buzz'. The sensation builds, feeling not unlike standing near a great engine, or the wind rattling the branches of a great tree. There is long a moment of motion sickness, and one cannot always be sure if it is you that is shaking from the inside out, or the world that is shaking you from the outside in. It may just be better to close your eyes against the growing nausea as the world blurs out of focus. A star shines in the distance. You may hear the faint rustling of leaves. Some swear they hear voices in this moment, indistinct words echoing off nothingness. Some swear they feel a touch of the divine; the eyes of the eternal look down upon you. Ancient bones rattle just out of earshot, cold and brittle. Or maybe it's an illusion brought on by powerful technology grafted into your skin.
One thing is for sure: One moment you are here, and the next, you are not.
Nausea is commonly accompanied by this shift. One moment, you're in the cold of France. The next, you're in a temperature regulated hallway, looking not unlike a very poorly put together space station. Droids rush up and down the long hallway, fixing broken bits of machinery or just chattering with each other. Crows sit on high ledges, looking down, watching.
(For those of you who just apped in and didn't participate in the TDM, you'll appear alongside your comrades now, standing in this long hallway filled with droids and crows and men and women in clothing from 18th century France. Of course, you'll be wearing the minimal COST athletic issued underwear, and holding whatever one item you were allowed to bring. Surprise!)
At the end of the hall is a long table with heaps of used clothing on it. The sizes and styles vary, along with color and detail (AKA none look exactly like the linked pics, they're just a baseline, use your ~imagination~). One thing's for certain, all the clothing has been used before, with holes darned and worn edges. They're all clean, though, and each bears a single patch with the words 'KNOW YOUR RIGHTS, THE FUTURE IS UNWRITTEN' and 'COST sewn into the side.
They're not exactly high fashion, but they might be more comfortable than the late 18th century digs you're still wearing, if you showed up in France. Or, you know, the underwear.
Meet the Drill Sergeant
There is the echoing sound of hooves, and a strange creature emerges from a nearby room: a centaur. He smiles kindly, happy to see you've arrived. He has a significant limp in his back left leg, causing his hoof-beats to pitch an irregular rhythm as he walks slowly through the hall.
"Hello, all!" His voice is kind, but it's pitched to carry. "You may know me as Sergeant-- I am in technicality a drill sergeant. You may call me Chiron, if you wish, though I'm to understand some may know others with the same name." He laughs, amused. "In any case, welcome home. It is not much, but we have tried to make it hospitable for you in your time here. Your room assignments have been uploaded onto your BCEs, along with some technological upgrades we've been testing out. There are a few prototypes and experiments you may find in your rooms as well. Our agents are..." He looks up at the crows. "We are a curious people."
He looks over to the table stacked with clothing. "Please pick out what suits you, and make adjustments as needed. If you have any complaints, and wish to change your rooming situation, your username, anything of that nature, please send me a request. I am also known in some capacity as a trainer-"
One of the crows caws, and it sounds almost sarcastic.
Sergeant Chiron ignores it. "Hm. If you wish for me to make a training regiment for you, to better your skill in this organization, please let me know. But for now: I am to understand your last mission was... tumultuous. Please, rest and acclimate yourself to BASE."
He turns to leave, before stopping-- "And please be kind to the crows. They remember slights."
The crows' cawing sounds like laughter.
HOTSPOTS
There's been some technical difficulty since the prognosticators had their little meltdown. Coolant is in short supply, and some of the corridors of BASE are a little warmer than others. Pleasantly warm. Comfortably so, like walking through a sunbeam. In these hotspots, it feels comfortable and snug.
Characters walking through them will feel the urge to lie down and rest, maybe take a quick little nap.
Sleeping in these spots will cause unsettling or confusing dreams, but not nightmares. Dreams in these hotspots-- and sleeping in these hotspots will never be dreamless-- will be hard to remember upon waking, but they seemed very... strange. Almost as though you were intruding on something important but private.
Yet you can't quite remember it when you wake.
If you're clever and watchful, you'll notice the crows avoid these areas, so you can avoid them as well before you're seized by the urge to lie down and nap.
Particularly watchful characters may notice the hotspots are growing in size and number as the days wear on.
(More information about these and the forthcoming December plot will be coming in an infopost on the 12th, but if you have any questions now, feel free to ask here!)
read the base setting infopage

ashitaka | ota!!!
[After the sun-blasted heat of Jerusalem, the sodden war-camps on the French front, and the crawling sprawl of pre-industrial Paris, Ashitaka had wondered many times if the overwhelming sense of culture shock would at some point wear off. Even the buzzing feeling of temporal displacement that occurred when COST set the device embedded at his collarbone to set them in another given point in space-time was beginning to feel at least like something he could prepare for, though not quite yet something he could weather without wear (the nausea still persisted for a few minutes before he could feel hale again). But leaving Earth itself for something so completely removed, an iron vessel in the middle of a sea of undetermined time, was something he was not prepared for. The hollow sound of metal beneath his feet as he walked about was deeply unsettling, as was the harsh, unnatural lighting, the strange patterns of heat and cold throughout.
At least in other lands and other times, he could feel the earth beneath his feet; it was a single constant he could depend on as everything around him shifted and changed. Ashitaka was not claustrophobic, but the constrained nature of every aspect of his ship began to wear on him. He tries to keep himself moving, memorizing the layout, trying to learn through observation.
Which leads him to following some of the dactyl droids around. He doesn't address them to give them orders, instead finding a small group of TechDact droids and following them for a short while through some corridors, watching as they repaired small leaks in pipes and planes and otherwise performed menial maintenance.
It's in a corridor leading to the main foyer that he comes to a realization, watching the small group of automatons finish with another repair before chirping at one another, scurrying to the next.] They are like the kodama... [The thought is so sudden he can't help but voice it, stunned into simply watching as the droids disappeared from sight.
Those ignorant of the forest, or merely superstitious of it, had been fearful of the helpful spirits, but they had merely been indicators and caretakers of a healthy forest. He feels as though it's somewhat reversed here, as this ship seemed to be held together purely by the hard work of the droids, but — the thought helps ease the feeling of alienation, allowing Ashitaka to see the ship as a living entity, a forest unto itself.]
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[Finding that COST had seen it fit to get him his own sword had been a nice surprise, but the absence of his other preferred weapon had him wandering to the armory. He realizes that his own point in history had been a relatively early one; he had seen the very beginnings of firearms in the rifles that Eboshi had had the lepers under her protection creating, inventions which would allow any person regardless of strength or training to take the life of nearly any assailant. It took only a few minutes of consideration of what COST had at their disposal to see that those firearms had been remarkably primitive, and he is sobered by the evolution of such destructive weapons.
Soon he has to stop thinking about it. The last remaining impression of Nago's essence tangled with his soul pained him enough in memory of what those weapons had done to him, and he didn't even need that reminder to remember himself how it felt to be shot through the chest.
In the end he has found himself a bow, as familiar to the one he had left his village with as he could find, and is practicing shooting a round target down a fairly long range. His first few arrows went wide—something commented upon by a gathered peanut gallery of crows perched on rafters and shelves. He gives them an eye, briefly thinking them lucky he wouldn't use them as targets. He was out of practice, however, having not held a bow for nearly two months. He improves, however, eventually able to hit the target towards its center seemingly without too much issue.
A crow flies over to rest on top of the target, looking down at the arrows stuck in the surface and then looking up to him. He can barely hear its call over the distance.
Ashitaka lowers the bow, frowning.] Move, [he calls, unwilling to shoot with it in range.
The crow does not oblige, simply calling,] No! [back.
Ashitaka goes still, staring at the bird in shock.]
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[He still owed funeral rights to Xici.
When he had arrived in Paris and agreed to work as a guard and keep an eye out for Regency spies, there had never seemed to be a proper time. That, and he was somewhat stumped on how to deliver them to the Watcher. Ashitaka was not an artistic young man. Art was the product of a society with some stability, and as the Emishi people had fallen into decline and began to struggle more and more for survival, he had never been allowed that luxury. As their prince, he had been most emblematic of that, fashioned as a warrior and hunter, someone who could lend them the aid they needed to continue to carve out a life for themselves. He was no longer that person, however, and he found himself devoid of most of the things the commander had said he could dedicate. He knew a few songs from his youth, but it didn't feel right to dedicate them, for they were songs of a people to which he no longer belonged. And he didn't dance. Well—not as one might typically think.
Which actually brought him to the thought of something that he could dedicate.
It's very late in the make-shift day-night cycle that they had established aboard the ship when Ashitaka walks into what stood to be their gym, his own sword buckled at his side. He makes for the small corner set aside for sparring. It's quiet and empty when he arrives; he wastes no time walking to the center of the empty area, drawing his sword and taking a deep breath.
When learning to fight, they had had to improvise. Many of the men of his people had grown old enough that training with swords was more dangerous than beneficial. There had always been few of them, and the thinning of their bloodline meant that there were fewer children to raise and train. In result, they had had to formulate ways for Ashitaka to train himself. One method he had found, along with his elders, was a practice which incorporated both swordplay and huge dependence upon one's surroundings. Learning and practicing a single routine that was the same each and every time would be a disservice—it called one to rely upon their inner memories, closing themselves off to what happened around them, which was the true lifeblood of combat.
This sequence had no choreography. It had to do with opening your senses and reacting towards what you noticed. The wind causing the trees to bend, a distant call of a bird, an insect passing nearby—anything that came to your notice was an enemy or attack to respond to.
To a typical outside observer, it might seem like some sort of practice or warm-up routine, a complicated series of strikes and blocks and movements with the sword which all seemed to fluidly move one to the next, but someone with keen eyes and a penchant for patterns might notice something about it. One of the lights around the room flickers and he turns towards it, all until a pipe hisses with a sudden bout of leaked steam, causing him to turn into that direction. Whether or not the crows notice or not, they are another common component to this, directing him several times.
It lasts a few minutes, as he was trained—then he slows to a halt, returning the sword into its sheath with a dry hiss of metal, lowering himself to kneel to the floor.] This is an elegy for Tamomarr Xici of Little Hama Street. [His words not necessarily loud but he makes sure they are clear. He is unused to gods invisible, always watching; he was assured that the one he speaks to now was, though he still finds it odd.] I hope that it is sufficient. [For it was all he, as a warrior with no name left to him, felt he could offer.]
iv. wildcard!
[Anything and everything else! Feel free to go wild with something we have previously discussed or anything else you might think up. If you want to contact me with questions or considerations or anything else, catch me at
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The automatons caught his eye, of course, but Chiron was much more interested in knowing the overall layout of the place first.
But when he saw Ashitaka watching the little things, Chiron stopped to take a better look. They were clever things, and in hearing an unknown word, there was curiosity.]
I can't say I've heard of kodama before.
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The kodama, though... The men from Irontown had even seemed confused and unconvinced from his explanations even when one of the creatures was right in front of him.
He tries, nonetheless.] They are forest spirits, where I am from. They live within healthy trees.
[He considers it for a moment and continues,] Though I suppose these are the ones keeping this place healthy.
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Ah, I see. I've met plenty of nature spirits myself.
[He smiles, quite at each with the conversation and with watching the robots go.]
I suppose it'd be just as easy to label these creatures as aether spirits.
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Ashitaka might not actively recognize it now, but this stranger seems to exude an aura markedly different from that mindset, something far more similar to what he had felt wandering in the land of gods.]
May I ask more about them? [Call him a little homesick - and by "home," simply something that wasn't metal and stone and civilization.
He considers that; he supposes it could be true, but something about it feels a little off. They weren't so much aspects of whatever was outside this vessel as they were for the vessel itself.] Or spirits of metal. [Pause.] If such things could have spirits.
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Hello!
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Still, he has to mentally adjust to the fact that he's speaking to an animal. Sure, he speaks to Yakul all the time, but it's not like had expected the red elk to talk back...]
Hello. [He glances to another small squadron of crows perched in a slightly drooping rafter a short distance nearby before looking back to the raven.] Are you planning something? [He seems lightly suspicious.]
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[ her feathers fluff a little. puffy little birb. her little raven voicebox hums a little before she manages to get it out: ]
Defending!
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This guy did.
And now that he's finished, he's clapping near the entrance of the room, leaning against it. ]
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Ashitaka turns sharply at the sound of singular applause, his hand still resting on the worn grip of his shortsword. His expression was surprised at first. Then, after a second's recognition, it grew very grave. Then, as the realization of what had just happened slowly works through his cognition, he, for a moment, grows very red.
He approaches the taller man quickly, his footsteps an angry staccato on the metal floor. When he is close enough to speak, he has regained his composure (or as much as he could manage) and he says,] It was not meant for an audience.
[No living one, anyway.]
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He just wasn't expecting someone else to be in here as well.
The sound of an arrow hitting a target comes to his ears, and he ventures just in time to see Ashitaka aiming his bow, and then speaking with the bird- only to hear it speak back. Siegfried huffs.]
...they tend to do that. [You know, speaking. This coming from a man who probably should have announced his presence earlier.] One had a whole conversation with me while I ate.
[Oh. Wait. He... just realized he didn't actually say anything before that, or even show that he was there before. Ah. This is awkward.] Sorry.
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He gives a short sigh in acknowledgement, glancing over to the target where several other crows had fluttered down to perch - one on the end of an arrowshaft protruding from the center ring. They seemed to be chatting among themselves.]
I suppose I should not be surprised by talking animals by this point. [Not after all of the time travel and internalized messaging systems and literally standing on a vessel hurtling through the connective tissue between times and universes.
He's in thought when the man continues, which makes the apology all the more strange to Ashitaka. He focuses his attention on him once more, expression more confused than anything else.] Why do you apologize?
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I wasn't expecting them to talk, at first. [So Ashitaka isn't alone in that.] They're fond of food and also attention. But they seem open to working with us as much as they're able.
[He blinks at the question- he thought it was obvious.] I spoke and startled you, without announcing myself first. It wasn't my intention.
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He chooses something familiar to him, a simple .9mm, and takes it into the firing range to readjust his aim. Working with the muskets and having to account for the piss poor accuracy probably screwed up his normal shooting. When he gets in there, it's unsurprising to find someone else practicing. What is surprising, though, is that they're using a bow. Okay maybe not too weird, since he remembers Aloy talking about it being a dependable weapon, of which he doesn't doubt. Just never his first choice.
There's a shocked silence after the crow talks back and Arthur huffs a laugh as he passes behind the recruit. ]
Mouthy, huh?
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Anger, fear, distrust. It wasn't part of him, so he sweeps it aside, but it remains like a thunderhead on an otherwise clear horizon.
He still has an arrow nocked to the bow, though he has it lowered to the ground with the string slack. He glances over his shoulder at the man that passes past him, his expression vexed - more at the birds than at him, of course.]
I did not know they could speak. [He glowers at where four crows were gathered at his target, squawking at one another.] You would think it would make them smart enough to avoid a situation which could get them injured.
[Maybe it's because they can call his bluff and know he won't shoot as long as they're down there.]
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They're tricksters. Maybe a little too smart for their own good.
[ Generally, though, he gets on with them. To the crows, he asks if they would mind terribly– maybe there was something in it for them if they cooperated and let them practice. It takes a minute, but they seem to consider and fluffily fly off to a different target. Arthur is sure they're conspiring. ]
I think they find it funny, messing with everyone.
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[ After spending some time crafting new arrows out of the strange metal she had received while away on her own mission, Aloy wants to test them out. She's made the arrows hundreds of times before, but not quite this way. When the Echo Shells or Chillwater fall of a machine she's killed, then she scavenges the parts, because they'll make arrows suitable for taking down something even bigger, and maybe even considered impossible. With good aim and well-crafted Tearblast arrows, she could take down a Thunderjaw single-handed, after all. But when those necessary parts don't come from a machine, she wants to make sure they work like she'd expect before facing down anything like a Thunderjaw.
It leads her to the same spot as Ashitaka, since she's looking for a good place to shoot, and she actually smiles a little bit as she approaches when she sees the bow. Considering the variety of weapons people used here, she appreciates seeing those more like what she's familiar with. A bow and a spear feel most natural in her hands, and even though she's used the guns that marked the violence of the Metal World, they never feel good in her hands. So before interrupting, she just stands to watch for a moment to see how Ashitaka can shoot.
Or, in this case, how he doesn't.
She's already heard the talking birds, so she snorts out a laugh that also works as a "hello," and starts to walk closer. ]
I'll get it to move if you don't mind me trying something out.
[ She reaches into the quiver at her side to pull out an arrow for her own bow in hand, though it does look a little strange. It's not clear what it is, but instead of an arrowhead, there's a small cylinder, though there is a rough point on the end of it. ]
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[He had grown up with a bow in hand, as it had always been the most capable and reliable way to bring back food for the tribe. In this there was a deeper understanding of the limits of the weapon, but for Ashitaka many of those had begun to bend and break recently. The mark interacted strangely with weapons, perhaps in an ambivalent twisting of hatred for what they were but an affection for the pain that they caused. He had had to raise his bow to defend himself on his journey to Irontown, unaware that the mark would give him the strength to shoot off the heads of those that bared steel towards him in response. And then there was the way it had nearly caused him to draw his sword on Lady Eboshi against his will, requiring him to physically hold himself back.
As long as he was with COST, the curse was going to be something he was to coexist with, so he took time practicing both to sharpen skills that had gone dull as well as to try to develop the ability to hold back when the mark pushed him forward.
He's had middling success. Before the birds had interfered, and when he had started to hit the target reliably, he had found that they still sank far deeper into the material than they should have. His curse was not a secret, but he would prefer it not affect him so rampantly without any control.
And then, well, he hit his avian roadblock.
He turns to face Aloy at the sound of her laugh; there's a moment of searching on his face before he remembers her, the young woman he had met on the march in the French countryside. It had been a while. He nods to her in greeting, taking note of the weapon in her own hands. When he looks back up to her, there seems to be an increased sense of respect.
He steps aside for her to take the most ideal place at this end of the range, lowering his bow and placing the arrow in his hand back into his own quiver. He hesitates for just a moment at her question.] If it is just to make it move, yes.
[He just didn't want to hurt any of them, despite how annoying they were.
He's curious as to what she wanted to "try out," only then noticing the odd cylinder in place of a standard arrowhead. What on Earth?
Well, he was certainly curious, at this point.]
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Aloy nods to his concern with a small affirmative noise, then draws the arrow onto the bow as a smooth gesture. ]
I won't hurt it. They may be smart asses, but they're just a nuisance.
[ She has a respect for nature that runs deep as well, so there's no sense to her to kill a bird that she doesn't need anything from. But considering these can talk... She does look down range to speak to it briefly. ]
Last chance. Move, or I'll make you.
[ The crow caws out another No!, and Aloy immediately takes it as an answer. She fires the arrow down range, and though it flies smoothly, the course isn't all the same as a normal arrow because of that cylinder. It doesn't need to have the same arc, though. The sharp point embeds about a foot away from the bird, but immediately upon impact, the cylinder opens in an instant, and for half a second, there's a loud, buzzing noise. It catches the bird's attention, but doesn't drive him off, but as soon as there's a crack of a boom as the pressurized air is rapidly released, it caws in alarm and flies off.
It seems to be what Aloy is expecting though, since she immediately smiles quite a bit wider, and she looks pleased by the result. ]
I can't believe they actually work. [ But whatever "it" is? It's clearly a good thing so far as she's concerned. ]
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wildcard roomies
He was avoiding the crows. The moment his would be roomie steps in, he doesn't bother to look up since he has his back to the door.]
House rules. Stay out of my room, clean up after yourself, and don't let any of those fucking crows get in here.
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Either fortunately or unfortunately, he doesn't have much time to reflect on this, as it seemed his roommate was already there. He stops in the hall, unsure if he had been noticed, but soon the man spoke up and cleared away that uncertainty. He pauses a moment before replying simply,] I understand. [None of the rules seemed like they would be troublesome to follow.
He double-checks that the door had closed securely behind him without any crows sneaking inside anyway. Looks fine.
Currently with an armful of clothing, Ashitaka finds the stairs and carefully makes his way down, looking left and then right at the two rooms. To make sure:] Which is yours?
[The mechanical hum of the engine was loud. He wonders how long it would take to grow used to something like that.]
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Right below.
[He swivels the chair around, then balks at his roommate. He knew that voice sounded young, but goddamn.]
Shit, they stuck me with a fucking kid?
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That's what he's after when he makes his way there at an unreasonable hour, even considering the fact that they're in space and day and night is what they make of it.
He's not surprised to find someone else there, and at first he thinks Ashitaka is training. 76 tries to stay out of his way (and, hopefully, out of his notice), but he can't help watching the display. It isn't until the end that he realizes what it really is, and his eyebrows furrow. He can't help but feel like an intruder, stumbling on something that should have been private and personal. Sneaking out unnoticed would be the best course of action, but if Ashitaka knows he's there, he thinks he should come clean, even if it's going to be a little awkward.]
I thought it was fine.
[Not that he really believes in any of this--the Crisis had done a very good job of beating any kind of religion out of him. Still, he won't be forgetting Xici anytime soon. 76 is no stranger to the casualties of war, and even though she was on the opposite side, he can definitively say that no one deserves what happened to her.]
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Thank you. [He didn't care much for how others saw or perceived him; he was a young man who wore grievous sins on the surface of his skin, so he had no control over that. What he did worry about, however, was that this task was given to him and not another; he had feared he wouldn't be able to do anything that would satisfy whatever this ritual required.
So what 76 said was actually probably the best thing he could've said to assuage his worries.]
She asked for me to do this — or something like this — for her memory, before she died. Something like a performance, which would cease to exist after it was dedicated. [His jaw sets and he is forced to look down for a moment.] I... know little more than how to fight, so I was not sure.
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Ashitaka, for his part, doesn't seem too offended, though 76 imagines this is a little embarassing.]
It's more than they gave her.
[Because, it seems, the Regency found her perfectly disposable. 76 isn't sure if he believes in any kind of afterlife--and it seems that if Xici ceased to exist at all, there's nothing left to put at peace, but it's perhaps a comforting thought, to think she's out there somewhere, to know this was done for her.]
Seems to me this kind of thing isn't about what you can do--just the fact that you did it.
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